–inSider–

.i hAtE it..
.i LOve it..
.cALL me eMO.
.i dOn’t giVe a sh*t!.
.Lyf iZ 80% tOrtUre..[yez..it iz].
.aNd i might gEt d pipOL sayiNg:.
."oh,it’z nOt dAt bAd…"..or
."it wiLL gEt bEtter…"…
.and sh*t..dn’t agrEE wid or aLreAdy kNow.

.dEr’z oLweiz a waLL…
.sUmthin’ in d way,
a driving force agAinst mE…
.i kip rUnnin’ at it…
.i gOt kNOcked oUt…
.and kip tryin’ aNd tryiN’…
.i pAint it..
.i hAck at it..
.i’ve triEd cLimbing it..
.jUzt tO find my way arOund it….

.yEz..i’m whining…
.i shUt up abOut my Lyf prEtty weLL
aLL dAy..aLL d tyM tO evEryoNe..
.hEre i rAmbLe..grOwL..
.it’z hArd fAcing everydAy…
.i want tO stAy sLeeping…
.drEaming..oUt of rEALity..

.i hAte dAt everythin’ is agAinst mE..
.eVen on gOod dAyz..or in gOod mOodz..
.sUmthin’ isn’t ryt or gOez rOng…
.i’m nOt azkin’ fOr pErfEctioN...
.bUt mOr dAn oNe gOOd dAy a mOnth wUd bE
niCe...
.h*LL,one gOod dAy in a mOnth wUd bE
okei,i guess..
.i myt gEt a gOOd dAy oNce every tHree
mOnthz..
.and it’z oftEn fOLLowed by a wEEk of
sh*t wOrsE dAn usuAL..

.gOttA hAvE bALAnce,ryt?!…
.f*ck!!..zzz..>;/