–inSider–

Death-life’s final
tragedy…ultimate thief. an over looming reality dat life is slipping away
second by second…it’s a foolish consistency 2 think dat uh are exempted in
diz scary ending of life……each of uz has our own limit…
    yeah..Many of us are
afraid to die…afraid 2 left diz silly worLd… but we can’t get rid of
diz…we can’t run…we can’t hide…watever we do…werever we go…death wiLl
olweiz be part of our mortal life…death olweiz LEave sadness..pain..scar..
and emptiness 2 d loved ones of its victim………….yes,it hurtz..
   death took my father wen i was
seven…i was just a li’l innocent girl w/o enaf knowledge abt d thingz
happenin’ around..i juzt saw dem cryin’… screamin’.. i don’t know why…til
my mom told me dat my dad is dead..at the moment there was only a sudden
blankness in my heart, like
sum part of
myself had been taken,torn away so fast dat i didn’t know wat 2
feel..it wud
cum searing.. burning.. scarring,but ryt now der was only a hole,a
void..
albeit one w/c wud eventually overflow wid d feeling..death stOle my
dad az quick as a wink of an eye..i couldn’t beliv how my fader’z young
life cud be cut so short..of all d bad pipol living in thiz foolish
world..y my dad??!!…i feel the pain of not being able to tell him how
much i cared about him and loved him before he passed away.. i was not
able 2 hug and kiss him for the last time..

  i’m
missin’ my dad…i wish i cud turn bak hiz life..if only i hav d
power… w/o my dad..my world became less friendly..less understanding
pLAce..the thought of hiz parting has olweiz been..alwayz..and will
olweiz be painfUL…