–wat’z happenin’ wid me???!!–
i’m feelin’ bLue..the more i try 2 keep pipOL
w/in my grasp…d mor dey tend 2 fLoat away froM mE..dat makez me feel lyk
standing on a void….—EMPTY—…i don’t wanna fall 2 pieces but i don’t know wer 2 hOLd..
i’m Having trOUbLE sLeeping nOwadayz..maybE becoz of "hiM" en’ d prObLEm between uz..or maybe bcOz Lot of gUyz aRe Alwayz thinkin’ about mE{inCLuding HiM}.. wahahahha….<kapaL q tALAgA > niwei..4get about it..haha…shheeesshhh!…
perhapz,most
pipoL cUm 2 a point in their Livez whEreiN dEy aRE unXur of
dEmzeLvez..sElf-doubt coupLed by sELf pitty cAused by the hurtfUl
wordz…diz caUzed onE 2 feEL depressEd..it saddens me…i don’t know
y..=(…wat’z happennin’ wid me…i felt lyk sumthing was a miss..lyk
my lyf isn’t supposed to be diz way..i felt trapped in the world dat i
don’t completely understand…i want out!!..i wanted 2 die..:’(
bUt eVrytym i’M tryiNg 2 end my messy Lyf..one qUeztion cUMz 2 my mind…
"pAnu nA beaUty q?!!..sayAng nman…."…^__^