–inSider–

guy: (bLAnc msg)

girl:(rongsent)..ndi q alam qng okei kmi
oh ndi,eh..nyaha..nagalit kc zken un
nung monthsary nmen..d q kagad
nabati..kala q 5 p lng,7 n pla..hehe..

guy: rongsent pa,ah..

girl: gcng k p pla..

guy: para knino un…

girl: ky thuna..nmali aq..bgla k kz ngtext..

guy: d nga cguro tau okei..

girl: ahh..okei..sabi q nga di tau
okei,eh..teka..penge muna aq ng atleast
5 reazonz qng bkit ndi..

guy:ndi q alm..pbayaan mu na…wag mu n
lng icpin un..

girl: dat’z my hatest words from
uh..mgsasabi k ng qng anu taz pg
hiningan kta ng dhilan..gnyan sgot
mu..ainaku..

guy: pbyaan mu n nga…ndi q nga alam..

girl: asus..ndi dw alam..d mu n nga aq
mhal..un un..

guy: bkt m nsabi yan?!..bhala k nga qng
anu gz2 mu icpn..

girl: eh,un ung nrrmdaman q ,eh..prang
un ung ibg mu plabasin..bkit.. mhal mu p
ba aq,"baby" q??!!

guy: wala ka nman pinaniniwalaan sa mga
cnabi q..bhala k n mgicp qng anu
isasagot q jan..

girl: anung wlang pinaniniwalaan ka
jan…eh..ang kapal nman ng muka q qng
iicpin qng mhal mu p nga aq..gz2 q xeo
mngagaling,eh..

guy: alam m..sa 22o lng..minsan madali
pra sken n sbihin n mhal kta..pero
minsan parang nguguluhan aq..ndi q alam
q ng bkit…sorry ha…

——no reply from girl—–
few minutez passed by………

guy: (blanc message)

girl: =)

guy: sorry..

girl: ^__^

Guy: mgkakaintindihan tau nian..

girl: =’(

guy: anu tau…

girl: tao tau..

guy: ganda..anu gz2 m gawin ngaun..

girl: (-.-)..ma2log..

guy: bahala ka nga..

girl: pgbgyan mu n muna aq ngaun..bgla
aq inan2k s cnbi mu knina,eh..22lugan n
nga sna kta,eh..pra nman mkabwi aq s mga
tymz n tinutulugan mu q..

guy: pbayaan m n nga..cge na m2log k
n..bka d n aq mkapgtext ng mtagal..

girl: bkit nman…

guy:  m2log k na…cge…

girl: bkit muna..sabihin mu lng
dahilan,22log n q..

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ang sakit..ang sakit sakit…:((

nyaha..un n un…wahaha..kala nio qng
anu na noh..haha..

 i’m feelin’ bLue..the more i try 2 keep pipOL
w/in my grasp…d mor dey tend 2 fLoat away froM mE..dat makez me feel lyk
standing on a void….—EMPTY—…i don’t wanna fall 2 pieces but i don’t know wer 2 hOLd..
     i’m Having trOUbLE sLeeping nOwadayz..maybE becoz of "hiM" en’ d prObLEm between uz..or maybe bcOz Lot of gUyz aRe Alwayz thinkin’ about mE{inCLuding HiM}.. wahahahha….<kapaL q tALAgA > niwei..4get about it..haha…shheeesshhh!…
    perhapz,most
pipoL cUm 2 a point in their Livez whEreiN dEy aRE unXur of
dEmzeLvez..sElf-doubt coupLed by sELf pitty cAused by the hurtfUl
wordz…diz caUzed onE 2 feEL depressEd..it saddens me…i don’t know
y..=(…wat’z happennin’ wid me…i felt lyk sumthing was a miss..lyk
my lyf isn’t supposed to be diz way..i felt trapped in the world dat i
don’t completely understand…i want out!!..i wanted 2 die..:’(

"pAnu nA beaUty q?!!..sayAng nman…."…^__^

"f my sorry wudn’t be enaf 2 pLz uh…den wat shud i do..i’ve been trying 2 fix diz proBLeM…but,hey!..look wat u’r doin’..uh don’t even react 2 d situaxon…it seemz lyk evrythin’z okei wid uh..shheesshh..evrytym i’m azkin’ uh..uh aLwayz used 2 answer me ‘ewan q..’..’bhaLa ka’..’wag mu n lng pansinin..auz lng aq..’…wat d?!..knowin’ dat u’r mad hurtz me reAL..so baby,pLz…..=(

    err..i don’t knw y such thingz hapenned..iz it my fAUlt?!.. xori…d q aLm qng bkit sa tuwing aq ung ngxoxori xeo d mu q keang ptawarin agd…kyang kya mu q tiisin….d aq snay humingi ng xori..d q gawain un..pero xeo…tsk tsk…ewan q ba…
    monthsary nten khpon…xori..d kta nbati agad..d q taLAga aLam n 7 n,eh..qng un Lng kinakakagalit mu…xori n nga…kw nga…d mu q binati kagad..d q nman talaga kinaLimutan…..

    huhu..auq ng ganito…pLz…hav me bak..don’t ever think dat i’m fooLin’ around uh…i Love uh..huhu..d q aLam qng bkit keLangan mu png magduda…pLz….piz n tau…huhu…….=(

 errr!life??!!…strange…hate it!!….grrrrr…..it’s hard 2 smiLe..but i have no choice but to do so..i hav 2 try 2 make myself happy…sheesshh!… uh know.. my feeling seems to burst!..it’s turning me insane..errrrr…it’s hard 2 explain..
    i wanna assure uh diz..ryt now…em not hapi…but trying 2 be..  eniwei…i hate d sizzling weather…uh know…it makes me sweat like a waterfOL….shheesssh!