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yah..i’m wrong.. i thot i cud hav doz thingz i want in juzt one snap of my fingerz..ndi pla..ndi lhat ng bgay n gz2 q mqqha q…ndi pla lahat ng bagay sa mundo instant n…naalala q bgla c jae-an..one of my former SSc clzm8z…sbi nia sken nung ngretreat kaming mga SSC during d forum..  "npakademanding mu".. yah..dat wordz hurt me li’l…"kala mu lahat ng guzto mu mqqha mu..".. ganun aq,eh..pag guz2 q…gz2 q..pag ayw q…ayw q…pero my mga bagay palang d mu pwedeng mqha ng ganun nlng…ngkamali aq………….

 HAlf of the world doesn’t know how ader half lives..or let’s just say dat nobody knows how ader pipol exactly live in diz nitwit world…And,yes..uh don’t know how am i  exactly living..
    hU AM i?!..i’m jUzt a young girL..living her life in her own way..I’m d princess and sLave of my own worLd.. I’m all alone..No mom around to check the thingz happenin’ around me..  She left d country for work…and i’m totally missing her.. No dad to save wen i’m in danger.. I am covered by the bitt
erness…embraced by the loneliness.. and carried by the sadness of  life…
    I am so lost..Totally lost..I’m on my way,but i don’t know wer i am going..I  wanna die…..I don’t wanna cry coz everyone belivz i am strong..They say that i’m amazing coz i am strong beyond my yearz…But they don’t see the tearz falling inside me…………